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Some shit news... Life's no good atm.

Journal Entry: Mon Dec 28, 2009, 10:51 PM


...I dropped off school.

I just... Didn't cut it.

God damn i swore to myself not to make another shitty emo journal. Fuck.
That career, it was too hard for me. I just didn't want to admit it. I thought that i could get over my arithmophobia and complete a career 90% formed of mathemathical subjects, but my performance just didn't want to comply, it was too hard, it was too bad.

Needless to say, my life is complete and utter shit at the moment. I lost my friends, my family's scorn is unbearable, i almost lost my girlfriend AGAIN, i didn't get anything for christmas, etc etc etc etc etc etc. I just feel like i don't have anything else left.

December 31, i'm going to my father's home that day, i'm supposed to give him the news then. After all that's happened to me so far i don't expect anything good. In the worst case scenario, he'll remove the money he deposits for my needs monthly while continously bashing my head against a hard surface, humiliating me, succesfully erasing all that's left from my self steem.

I have a few personal plans about the new university i want to try out for, but it costs a lot of money, i don't know if i alone can afford it with just a part time job, but i want to try, i want to study, i'm extremely worried about my future. It's in this time that i'd wish i got better notes in high school.

Worst fucking year of my entire life.

By the way, thanks to =Griddles for the gift, a one year sub, a bright light in this terrible dark time.



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I need a new ID. This one is OLD.

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"What are you doing?"
"Nothing"

This is dialogue from our daily activities. When someone says this you should assume the subject isn't engaged in any activities, but then again, doing "nothing" is doing "something", so we can come to the conclusion that "Nothing" becomes "Something".

Welcome to my userpage, where Nothing becomes Something.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: In the mystical land of Glee.
  • Interests: Massaging, precious stones, sleeping, the inmortality of the crab amongst other things.
  • Favourite game: Megaman Legends
  • Personal Quote: Nothing becomes Something
  • Tools of the Trade: Adobe Fireworks and Flash CS3, FL Studio, Notepad, Firefox, Morphvox PRO, Audacity, Icon FX etc...
http://www.pattytto.com

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:icontailor-grim:
~Tailor-grim 5 days 22 hours ago
Hi! Merry Christmas ^^ :santa:

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:iconsasochuu:
~Sasochuu Dec 3, 2009, 2:04:18 PM
Rawr-zu, I saw your Newgrounds.

Because I don't have a Newgrounds Account, I just want to say I love how you draw your characters.

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REPECT THE CALUMON!!!!
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Fear Sasori, his memory still lives on. Once he comes back, we'll RULE THE WORLD. :3
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:iconformula-uk:
~Formula-UK Dec 2, 2009, 1:59:03 PM
I'm done! :D

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“Success is 99 percent failure”

-> I do requests, just ask! <-
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=blue2x Nov 30, 2009, 7:29:37 PM
hi patt, thanks for adding me up

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Please visit :

my website : [link]
my blog : [link] < it has tons of cool stuff too.

and add me up in twitter :

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:icon8feet:
Mood: Wow! ~8feet Nov 28, 2009, 7:41:18 AM
WOW Nice work Mir! SUPER Update!
I cats "The Tower" Card! Lolz'D!!!

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GOD Bless to all the people in Deviant art!!!
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:iconhopie-chan:
~Hopie-chan Nov 21, 2009, 1:25:49 PM
Thank you for the fav~!

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I play pretend for a living. <3
There's no 'U' in Zell Dincht, so he's all MINE!
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:icon8feet:
Mood: Stumped ~8feet Oct 21, 2009, 9:00:00 AM
is the Jewel lottery set for November?
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:iconavielsusej:
~Avielsusej Oct 15, 2009, 8:50:25 PM
felicitaciones :)

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Amerrica it's not only united states... It's a whole continent so please stop saying that you're american if you wanna identify yourself as a native of the USA. The whole America thanks you
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